akzana's blog

I'm on the home stretch for this school year. In two weeks, I'll be at the beginning of a new journey. New adventures. New risks. It should be fun. Ohio should be lots of fun, with my whole family together for that one weekend. Can't wait for that!

But first things first. I need to finish these two papers. Study Hebrew for the final exam (not looking good). Take care of some business, and I should be good for the summer. The key is to survive these next two weeks without any nervous breakdowns.

I need your peace, God.

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplicat

What is a ghost? My understanding of ghosts came directly from my culture. A ghost is usually invisible. It sees everything that happens in the visible world and can interact with the visible world. However, there are rules that it must follow. A ghost can be good or evil. It can be scary or nice. It can help a person, or it can bring destruction upon a person. God is a super-ghost. God does everything that a ghost can do, but more. Whereas a ghost is limited to certain places, God can travel vast distances very fast and be almost anywhere at once. God can read our thoughts. God can control nature. God can do a lot of things, but chooses not to most of the time. Instead, God sits on his high throne in heaven, and only comes down occasionally. This was one of my earliest images of God.

Man, I gotta finish this paper by Monday, but I really have no motivation right now. The library's closed tomorrow, so it's really important for me to get most of the paper done today. So tired...can't wait until I go home Monday.

Band practice earlier was good. I love my friend's electric. He's got a great pedal too! Talk about rockin' the house! Tomorrow should be fun at church.

Spring break next week for me. What should I do? Catch up on video games? Read ahead for next quarter? Read for leisure? Play some music with the band? Hang out with my cousins? Maybe I'll do all of these...